WHO AM I TO HAVE YOU? THIS FACE CAN'T MAKE YOU HAPPY... I'M NOTHING BUT A LOSER...

Last 2 nytes... I was bored.. It was about nearly 2 AM x.. and psal nda mau tdur.. aku kacau lah 1 of my contact.. Namanya C beebah~ aku tgur ia sal nicknya ckp tutong~ "dandam jaie eyh~" huhuhu... we ch8~ bla3~~ smpailah arah 1 cnversation:

Beebah>>> Zamri,nick mu ane rasa ku selalu seDiH

Huffey>>> Yakan? ehe.. nda jua

Beebah>>>Ok ko?

Huffey>>>Okie eh~ Dlm Ja nDa~ huhuhu

Beebah>>>Apa2 pun jgn lupa doa

Bla3~ Sampai rah 1 part ani~~ :

Beebah>>>Aku tanya ko la ah~ Cintamu ada berapa?

Huffey>>>cinta Allah~ Rsul.. Alam.. Wanita.. erm.. diri Sendiri.. Keluarga..erm apa lgi ah~~

Beebah>>>Ilmu?

Huffey>>>Ah yes.. Ilmu & Amal~

Beebah>>>Cinta mu ane ckup dh xD so ko lyak cintakn urg lain sudh

Aku layak becinta? Tapi kenapa evryday I lost a fren? and now.. Pasal kejahilan ku~ I lose another 1.. i duno lah~ maybe Love is not meant for me kn? Mcm smua urg yg ku syg.. smua tnggalkan aku now i'm alone.. n have nuthin.. =( a person like me won't deserve ANY TRUE love.. I WON'T DESERVE U LAH~~ COS I'M NUTHIN~ ~ *SIGH*

I NEED TO EXPLAIN SUMTHIN.. AND ALL I NEED IS JUST A CHANCE.. A CHANCE TO TALK..AND TO EXPLAIN EVRYTHING.. IF YOU'VE GIVEN ALL THE CHANCES FOR HIM TO LOVE U.. WHY CAN'T U MAKE A SIMPLE FAVOUR FOR ME? just for an explanation~

OK!! I ADMIT~~ LIFE IS GETTING BORING~~

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Boring jua udah ku 2~ smpai aku main heritage ani? huhuhu.. ok . let's see wat i got? Chad Michael Murray? Jauh Abis~~ HAHAHA.. erm~ stephen CHOW?? DO I LOOK FUNNY TO U? Dean Cain? Kan jdi superman x? Finally Ang Lee~~ Well.. A Director? Crouching Tiger , hidden dragon~ huhuhu.. wat's nxt? ahahaha~ soo i went on n try another pix~ :p

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Why No DAUGHTRY AH? AHAHAHA.. Saif Ali Khan? Apa? Kn suruh aku jadi model Head & Shoulder? HAHAHAHA.. ashton kutcher totally OUT!! AHAHAHA..n sal msih boreng~ i dcide a new pix~~ :p

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Erm Frenz n fellas~~ I'm Addicted~~ HAHAHA!! lolx~~ Well This is for fun~~ Nada ku kan prasan to be 1 of dem laa~ I AM IS WAT I AM~ Well You guys shud try tomorrow~ Manalah tau ada yg sma bnr2~ well My Trget Is AFIY PLG~~ AHAHAHA.. I GUESS SHE KNOWS WAT'S IN MY HEAD WHEN I TALK ABOUT CELEBRITIES LOOK ALIKE~ ;)

-ENJOY GUYS-

Still No Idea.. What To Post ah? huhuhu..

That Baby Belongs To My Sis & Bro-In-Law.. Ahahaha.. U can see her pix more from the link on the right named *my beloved prince & princesses* =) Smile Always...

Bout That t-shirt Hujan.. Dat's Mine n not for sale!! wawawa.. aku gmbr cos ngam2 aku mndi.. den dlm palaku ni lgu "bila aku sudah tiada" sja wh.. yatah b4 pkai.. aku gmbr dlu bju 2~ kweng4~~ =P

LOVE CLOUDS , RAINBOWS AND ANYTHING THAT ABOVE MY HEAD.. LOVE ALLAH~ =)

SORRY LAU ADA YG NYAMPAH LIAT GMBR2 ANI~~ HUHUHU.. SALL I NVR MISS POSTING THESE PIX IN ANY OF MY BLOG.. BKNNYA APA~~ SAJA WH~ I LOVE THESE PIX VERY MUCH.. AND SORRY JUA SAL BIDA GMBR2 KU ANI~ APA JUA~ AKU MNGGMBR PKAI HP MURAH~ HUHUHU NOKIA 6670 X AH~~ BULLEH~~ LAU IKH-1 LAIN LAA~ IA ADA CAMERA LAWA~ HUHUHU.. NNTI YA~~ AKU PINJAM~ AHAHA SUSPEND~~ PINJAM DEN SCAN~ AHAX~ APAKANZ~~

International Halal Poduct Expo 2008

HUFFEY BENAR-BENAR KESEPIAN ='(

WELL IT'S 2:42 AM IN THE MORNING...
I DUNO WAT I'M POSTING ABOUT..
I FELT SOO LONELY.. REALLY AM..
AND I DUNO WHY I'M CREEPING THIS SHYT..

I OWEYS SAID IN MY PM..

"HOPING FOR SOMETHING THAT WILL LAST FOREVER" BUT NO I'M CONFUSED.. IS IT HOPING FOR SOMETHING THAT WILL LAST FOREVER OR HOPING FOR NOTHING? I WAIT PATIENTLY EVERYDAY.. AND CAN'T STOP PRAYING.. BUT WHEN I THINK BACK.. IT'S USELESS.. I'M STILL ON MY OWN.. BEING REJECTED.. BEING FOOLED!! BEING WATEVER A LOSER DID..!!! I WANNA BE LIKE SOMEBODY ELSE.. I WANNA LOVE U.. BEING THE ONE FOR YOU.. BUT.. I KNO.. IT'S REALLY IMPOSSIBLE.. FOR YOU I PRAY.. I HOPE UR LOVE WITH UR FUTURE LOVE ONE.. WILL LAST FOREVER.. I DUNO WAT ELSE TO SAY.. AND I DUNO WAT ELSE TO DO.. COS I KNO I'M NOT THE ONE FOR YOU.. LOVING YOU IS NOT ENOUGH..

I EVER THINK I WANNA DISSAPEAR.. BUT I CAN'T.. THE MORE I TEND TO KEEP THE DISTANCE FROM YA.. THE MORE I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU... HEART & BEING SWEET IS NOT ENOUGH.. THE PERSON WE LOVE ALWAYS ONE MORE THAN THAT...

YOU CAME AT THE RYTE TYM AND THE RYTE PLACE..THE TYM WHEN I NEED A FREN.. THE TYM WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO CRY ONE.. THE TYM WHEN I NEED SOMEBODY TO CHEER ME UP.. THE TYM WHEN I'M A QUARTER LEFT TO DEATH.. U BRIGHT UP MY LIFE... BUT I KNOW..

LOVING U IS IMPOSSIBLE.. SOO I JUST WANNA PUT U IN MY HEART... I WON'T WAIT AND I WON'T HOPE ANYMORE.. BUT IF U WANT ME... U CAN KNOCK ON MY DOOR.. I'LL OPENED IT FOR U ANYTIME..

I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD TO HAVE YOU.. BUT DREAMS WILL REMAIN AS DREAMS.. AND ONLY MAY CHANGE TO NIGHTMARES.. BUT FOR NOW.. I AM THE WORLD'S LONELIEST AND MOST UPSET PERSON IN THE WORLD...

DIFFERENT TYPES OF BABY'S LAUGH~ HUHUHU SO CUTE!!

BABY SIUK SENDIRI


PUN SIUK SENDIRI


EVIL LAUGH


BABY ISKI


HUHUHUHU~~


TWINS LAUGHING?

A BAND ONCE BEFORE TE'A & KEMBALILAH~

FREAK VIDEO~~

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LALAI TEULAR2 NAH ADA PLG ULAR~~

LEPAK2 WIT HASIF, EFRA, RAZAK & AJIM

L-R: AJIM, RAZAK & HASIF.. NOT IN PICTURES AKU AND EFRA.. HUHUHU

what a stressful nyte.. Soo Me & Razak Decide to hang out... we pick up ajim rah taxi station ahaha.. den jalan2 nda tantu hala~ nda tau kan ke mana.. soo we met up efra and hasif rah soon lee..n kmi pun aga rumah abg c hasif and chill there.. mcm2 imagine ahaha.. adakah lampu kelip2 drg panggil kerita harry potter.. ada2 sja lah~ ahaha.. and alhamdulillah~ i'm relief~ huhuhu.. lau nda bkarat masih pala ani~ gila` kan bejambul utak ah~~ HAHAHA...

KAN BRAYA RUMAHKU?

MY HOUSE IS AT RAKYAT JATI MUMONG~ SEE THE YELLOW MARKED ON THE MAP.. THAT'S MY HOUSE~ :)

ZOOM OR CLICK ON THE PICTURES TO SEE CLEARLY...

boreng2~ GAMBAR ALISHA KU~ HUHUHU~

SUNGKAI AT RIVIERA HOTEL KB (18-09-08,THURSDAY) MALAM JUMAT NI~ KAU JGN MAIN2!!

BEFORE AKU CERITA APA YANG AKU MAKAN~ AHAHA..CERITA LAH WAT HAPPEN BEFORE A2..

It was wednesday... Razak suruh aku psangkan Wireless adapternya dirumah.. and aku pun terpikir tia jua kan sungkai diluar.. yalah kn? bkn always .. nda jaa? ahaha.. sooo lapas slasai kraja ku~ aku bwa razak ke riviera.. buat reservation..

RECEPTIONIST: Ia.. Mau Booking meja ya pak?

AKU: *CLAKA~~ AKU 100X MUDA DRI KAU.. KO PANGGIL AKU BAPAK* Dalam ati plg 2~ ahaha..
Erm.. Yes please..

RECEPTONIST: UNTUK BERAPA ORANG MAKAN?

AKU: ERM.. NTAH AH~ EYH ZAK BRAPA URG CUA KO KIRA.. AKU, KAU, EFY, AJIM, ILAH, SHIDAH, ZAHIN, WADUD , C JULAI... 1 MEJA BRAPA KRUSI KAN?

RECEPTIONIST: 1 MEJA UNTUK 3 .. KALAU 4 UNTUK 10 URG DUDUK...

AKU: OUH BURUNG.. KU PIKIRKAN UNTAA~ *ASTEEE*.. I'LL BOOK FOR 3 TABLES LAH K? ERM I WANT THOSE SITS TO BE NEXT TO THE FENCE PLEASE...

RECEPTIONIST: OKIE YANG SEBELAH HUJUNG SANA OK? DILUAR YA?

AKU: NADA EYH~~~ (NADAWH DTAMBAH2 SJA NI).. YES PLEASE~ THANK YOU..

Den kami pun jln2~ msg2 urg~ siapa yg kn d invite.. bla3~ tpi kamu nada rsa pelik kah sal dialog atu.. cna bleh reception plg ckp mlayu~ aku a2 staie wh ckp2 speaking~ ahahaha :p

den da nxt day pun smpai~~ aku pun bedialog lagi sma c eiyla...

AKU: EYH EIYLAH~ FREE KO KRG PTG?

EIYLA: AU FREE.. NAPA?

AKU: NADA AKU KAN BWA KO SUNGKAI... LGIPUN ADA BNDA WH KAN KU CKP KN SAMA KO. TANI 2 PLG SAJA TU...

EIYLA: KAU AMBIL AKU? BAH~~ MANASJA~ AKU DI LIANG PLG NI...

AKU: NADAWH~ AHAHA GILA X TANI 2.. SMA DRG ZAHIN AND WDUD APA.. DI LIANG JUA LAH~ AHAHA A2 DAKAT BANAA~ PKIR KO RAH PNDAN 8..

SOO CANCEL BWA EIYLAA..

BLA3~ LAST2 YANG ADA.. AKU,ZAHIN,WADUD,JULAI AKA LATIPUDIN & OF COURSE RAZAK.. EHEHE.. LALAH WAH KAMI AH~~ MAKAN DRG BUKAN MAIN BANYAK~ SAMPAI 3 ROUND JUA LAH~ MAKANANNYA~ NOT BAD.. I LOVE THE NASI UJAN PANAS~ WEEE~~ MCM URG KWIN RASAKU~ AHAHA..

DARI ALUM SUNGKAI~ SAMPAI ABIS SUNGKAI~ NDA BRANTI2 KTAWA2 SJA. AHAHA DIS IS WAT HAPPEN LAU AKU JUMPA BSFRENKU~ MMG NDA SAH KALAU NDA JADI GILA SEMENTARA (NDA BATAL PUASA X AWH? SAL KAMI BUAT2 GILA~ HAHAHA) NDA SAH... WE LEPAX2 AFTER MAKAN~ D JUBLI KAMI~ MAKAN KROPOK SAMBIL MAIN HAYUN2~

"POHON BERINGIN... DAUNNYA RENDANG~ ALAA EMAK KAWINKAN KU DGN ANAK RAJA~~" AHAHAHA <<<<<< SAJA2 DITAMBAH NI.. TIADA KENA MENGENA DI ANTARA YANG IDUP ATAUPUN YANG BUAT2 NDA IDUP SAL LARI DARI UTANG...

LAST2 SMPAI RUMAH~~ MANDI~ TRUS .. *BLACKOUT* AHAHA..

BEGITULAH EIYLAH~ LAU KO MAU TAU APA KAMI BUAT~ AHAHA..

KAMI MAKAN MCM URG NDA JUMPA NASI SETAUN~ BUKAN SAL NYAMAN~ TAPI SAJA2 KAN JADI URG BETABARUS~ HAHAHA.. TAPI KAMI MAMAM ABIS X AH~~ :P RUGI KO EIYLAH INDA IKUT~ AHAHAHA..

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Hari Yang penuh dugaan.. fuh~`~ anilah akibat daripada melakukan printing di saat2 aher ramadhan~ eyh salah~ sdh due bru tah kn cbuk2 memprint.. dgn pnuh kusut n hampir2 hilang sabar.. ahaha~ mncri ink printer.. sdh jua ink printer abis.. duit lgi dlm bank. and it's sunday ppl!! BANK MANA BUKA!! AHAHA.. aku dgn kusut sekusut2nya mncri krita.. bmsg2 urg sgala~ smua kbndr.. my mum nada.. uncle nada.. last msg cuzzinku~

AKU: MOQ, DPT BAWA AKU JALAN JAP KADAI? AKU KAN BLI INK PRINTER.. INK KU ABIS AH~ DATELINE LGI BSOK NI..

BEBERAPA SAAT KEMUDIAN...

MY CUZZ: FAEZ, MOQ NADA NI KE TUTONG SAL UDA CKP KRITANYA NDA MAU D START... KALAU MAU KRG MLM LAH LAPAS MOQ TARAWIKH... N I WAS LIKE...........................


BLUR2!! BLUR!! STILL BLUR!! PRESSURE NAIK~ NAIK NAIK~~ SABAR ZAM. SESUNGGUHNYA AKU SEDANG BERPUASA.. SESUNGGUHNYA AKU SDG BERPUASA. SESUNGGUHNYA AKU SDG BERPUASA.. AIR MATA KU MENGALIR.. AND MENGELUHKU~~ "AU KALAU LAPAS TARAWIKH.. JAWAPANNYA POTONG 15% LAH NI.. HADUII~~" 1 2 3 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! BEGAGAR RUMAH MNDGR AKU BETERIAK~ HAHAHAHAHA.. TPI NDAPALAH~ "LA ILLAHA ILLA ANTA SUBHANAKA INNI KUNTU MINAZZHALIMIN"

AND LAST2 AKU AMBIL KEPUTUSAN UNTUK PRINT SJA ALL THE DOCUMENT.. AND BERSERAH RAH ALLAH~ KALAU INK A2 CUKUP2. NDA2LAH~~ AND ALHAMDULILLAH INK A2 EXACTLY NDA LABIH AND INDA KURANG~ NGAM2 AKU PRINT PAGE PALING LAST... INK PUN HABIS~~ HUHUHU..

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