HUFFEY BENAR-BENAR KESEPIAN ='(

WELL IT'S 2:42 AM IN THE MORNING...
I DUNO WAT I'M POSTING ABOUT..
I FELT SOO LONELY.. REALLY AM..
AND I DUNO WHY I'M CREEPING THIS SHYT..

I OWEYS SAID IN MY PM..

"HOPING FOR SOMETHING THAT WILL LAST FOREVER" BUT NO I'M CONFUSED.. IS IT HOPING FOR SOMETHING THAT WILL LAST FOREVER OR HOPING FOR NOTHING? I WAIT PATIENTLY EVERYDAY.. AND CAN'T STOP PRAYING.. BUT WHEN I THINK BACK.. IT'S USELESS.. I'M STILL ON MY OWN.. BEING REJECTED.. BEING FOOLED!! BEING WATEVER A LOSER DID..!!! I WANNA BE LIKE SOMEBODY ELSE.. I WANNA LOVE U.. BEING THE ONE FOR YOU.. BUT.. I KNO.. IT'S REALLY IMPOSSIBLE.. FOR YOU I PRAY.. I HOPE UR LOVE WITH UR FUTURE LOVE ONE.. WILL LAST FOREVER.. I DUNO WAT ELSE TO SAY.. AND I DUNO WAT ELSE TO DO.. COS I KNO I'M NOT THE ONE FOR YOU.. LOVING YOU IS NOT ENOUGH..

I EVER THINK I WANNA DISSAPEAR.. BUT I CAN'T.. THE MORE I TEND TO KEEP THE DISTANCE FROM YA.. THE MORE I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU... HEART & BEING SWEET IS NOT ENOUGH.. THE PERSON WE LOVE ALWAYS ONE MORE THAN THAT...

YOU CAME AT THE RYTE TYM AND THE RYTE PLACE..THE TYM WHEN I NEED A FREN.. THE TYM WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO CRY ONE.. THE TYM WHEN I NEED SOMEBODY TO CHEER ME UP.. THE TYM WHEN I'M A QUARTER LEFT TO DEATH.. U BRIGHT UP MY LIFE... BUT I KNOW..

LOVING U IS IMPOSSIBLE.. SOO I JUST WANNA PUT U IN MY HEART... I WON'T WAIT AND I WON'T HOPE ANYMORE.. BUT IF U WANT ME... U CAN KNOCK ON MY DOOR.. I'LL OPENED IT FOR U ANYTIME..

I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD TO HAVE YOU.. BUT DREAMS WILL REMAIN AS DREAMS.. AND ONLY MAY CHANGE TO NIGHTMARES.. BUT FOR NOW.. I AM THE WORLD'S LONELIEST AND MOST UPSET PERSON IN THE WORLD...